EXCERPT:
Martha Conradson sighed. It had
taken months, August, September and October, to be exact,
for her life to finally come into a semblance of order and
a kind of pattern she didn’t regret. Careful washing
and pressing had saved most of her clothing she hadn’t
sold back in St. Louis. Selling some of those clothes, like
the striped nainsook, was no hardship. She didn’t need
those stripes to make her look taller.
She did keep the blue velvet hat with black
veil, blue ribbons and pink roses. The veil had helped disguise
her face on more than one occasion while she fled her pursuers.
Her heavier winter clothing was rather scarce. Luckily the
hooded wool cloak survived the upheaval of her life.
She put her tired and aching feet up on the
small footstool Sophie’s husband Charlie had made and
Tessa had left behind. I really should replace these old high-buttoned
shoes, but they are more comfortable than new ones would be.
The restaurant’s cookstove heat felt good as the November
wind whistled around the corners of the kitchen and against
the windows. On again, off again snow swirled outside the
small window. The rag strips she’d stuffed into the
cracks around the back door kept out the worst of the cold
winter wind howling outside. It was a nuisance to re-stuff
around the door after the morning supply of water was brought
from the outside well. Charlie Maynard’s promise to
pipe water to a kitchen pitcher pump had been delayed by cattle
branding, cattle drives and his work on Sophie’s and
his house.
Inside the kitchen the aromas of spicy pies
and roasting meat were pleasant and familiar. Yeasty bread
smells still remained from the baking loaves. She had even
gotten used to cooking the occasional venison that came her
way from some of the ranchers. She wasn’t fond of antelope,
but she did fix it on the rare occasion she was given one
all butchered and cut up.
Except for her tired feet, she felt better
than she had in a long time. Sophie, Tessa’s longtime
friend, and Bets, the sheriff’s wife, had encouraged
her in doing the restaurant’s curtains in blue instead
of the greens and yellows Tessa had favored. They said it
was time for a change, just as Tessa had made changes every
four or five years.
It was too bad the cold winds made her lovely
blue checked curtains flutter now and then. She had stuffed
rag strips around those windows as much out of sight as she
could. It did help.
Martha glanced up at the latest painting on
the restaurant wall. Her birthday present from Sophie and
Charlie put color on the drab wall. A local rancher’s
wife did very beautiful watercolors and framed them for hanging.
The gold of aspen leaves against dark green pines set off
the log cabin with an orange campfire in front.
Sadly it reminded her of the Alderman oil
paintings her husband Clarence had sold to replenish his gambling
funds. She shrugged off the dreary thought.
Also for her birthday, Sophie, Bets and Aggie,
who was married to Hod, the local livery owner, had given
her three new blue aprons to wear while working. Hilda, the
kitchen helper, had made a small cake and no one pried as
to how old she was. Sophie had become a good friend, along
with Hilda, the sheriff’s family, Hod and Aggie and
their family. She and Sophie were close to being full partners
in the restaurant because she was well on her way to buying
out Tessa’s half interest in the place. People in Springton
were friendly. There were loyal customers who appreciated
her good cooking the same as they had Tessa’s.
One great worry from her past was over. She
knew Tessa was happy with her husband Joe Gilmore. They corresponded
fairly often from their home in Omaha.
No customers were in Tessa’s Arrowhead
Restaurant at present. Even the kitchen helper, Hilda, had
gone for bacon, more eggs and cabbage for tomorrow’s
soup.
Martha slumped down so she could rest her
head back on the hard wood of the straight-backed kitchen
chair. So much had happened in the last ten months, starting
with her husband Clarence’s death. She shivered as she
remembered how scared she’d been when she fled the collectors
who were after what little money she had left after the bank
foreclosed on the only home she’d ever known.
She hoped those awful collectors had given
up. They couldn’t get money from a dead man and it wasn’t
her gambling debt. She stubbornly refused to consider it her
responsibility.
She remembered her arrival in Springton…
That hot August day she had walked up the
rough boardwalk toward Tessa’s Arrowhead Restaurant.
She’d paused, then walked on by, not having the courage
quite yet to confront her estranged niece. The boardwalk had
been swept, but the dust of the street puffed up every time
a horseman or a wagon went by. She’d brushed travel
dust from her black silk suit that was much more appropriate
for mourning than for traveling. It had been so many years,
almost eighteen, since she had even seen, or had any contact
with, Tessa Fenscott.
When Martha had asked at the general store,
they told her they only knew a Tessa Alderman, not Fenscott.
Martha guessed Tessa had changed to her mother’s maiden
name. Now her name was Tessa Gilmore, Mrs. Joseph Gilmore.
Martha shifted on the hard wooden chair. Someday
she would sew cushions for the two kitchen chairs. Cold November
was a long way from a blistering hot August. She was so thankful
to be in where it was at least heated, even though the floors
away from the cooking stove often got cold.
Martha sighed and rose to her feet to put
another stick of wood in the big cook stove. Cooking was the
only thing she knew how to do. She also carried a couple sticks
of good oak wood to the round black stove in the dining room.
People coming in from the cold appreciated a warm room.
Peering out the front window at the wintry
day, she dreaded closing the warm restaurant, facing the block
long walk to her cold home and getting a fire started there.
She was sure the banked fire in that fireplace had gotten
quite low already and there were still several hours to go.
Why do I feel so uneasy, even jumpy today?
Why did I now suddenly become restless on my way back to the
kitchen? More important, why did I think about those two nasty
collectors? She didn’t believe in those who predicted
the future, but she felt a strange foreboding.
Martha pushed fingers through her hair. She
had hacked it off in the hot days of July as a disguise while
escaping those bad men. It had grown quite a lot since August.
The fall of reddish blonde curls that now lay on her shoulders
helped keep her neck warm. The pompadour in front was thick
enough for the top of her head, but with the new fashions,
her ears got cold. Martha laughed, glad she was inside and
toasty warm, as long as she kept her feet raised on the footstool
close to the stove.
Restlessness did not let her remain with her
feet up. She again paced slowly into the dining area, hands
clasped behind her back, gazing out the unfrosted part of
the big window.
Outside, a man down the street walked hunched
over against the wind. He reminded her of that skinny lad
with the collection company. She stepped back from the cold
glass of the window.
Collectors. Those horrible men had actually
cut off Clarence’s finger. She shivered in remembrance.
She glanced around at the gloom in the room. Clouds had covered
the sun. It had to be the cold, damp and windy weather that
made her suddenly depressed. Earlier she’d felt so happy.
Was it a premonition of bad things to come? Will the collectors
find me after all this time? Clarence had killed himself to
escape their torture. She had no inclination to avoid them
that way.
Avoid them she would though. Now she had friends
instead of just acquaintances. She felt assured that Sheriff
Bill Coble would come to her rescue should any unwelcome visitors
arrive.
Almost six months ago, one of the collectors,
either the youngster, Jed Mulder, or the older, crueler looking
man, with the name of Something-or-other Borke, had seen her
while she sought employment as a cook in a town near St. Louis.
What if those collectors found Annie, who owned the boarding
house on the edge of St. Louis? They would make her tell them
about Lizzie here in Springton, where Annie had sent her for
safety and possibly to locate Tessa.
Martha frowned, remembering how she had worried
for two months that Mulder and Borke would find her at Tessa’s
and cause trouble. Survival had come first and thankfully
neither of them had located her yet. It was now almost four
months ago that the irascible driver had set her portmanteau
down on the boardwalk at the Springton Stage Station and walked
away to see about his horses. She still didn’t like
that ornery stagecoach driver whenever she saw him.
Hilda returned and together they put away
the groceries. “I wonder if it will be busy again this
weekend,” Hilda said. “Ranches have laid in most
of their winter supplies in case they get snowed in. Remember
how the store ran out of Mason jars for canning, twice? We’re
lucky to have our pantry full of canned goods. We were shore
busy for a while.”
“Remember, too, how busy we were when
Tessa went to Valentine?” Martha said.
“I remember.” Hilda started bread
batter in a huge bowl. She gave Martha a cautious look and
Martha wondered what the outspoken woman would say next.
“I remember a few nights I stayed with
you when you had nightmares. Did Clarence really commit suicide
the way I heard?”
Martha paused to consider whether to reply.
Hilda was blunt almost to rudeness sometimes, with some people.
Her heart was good and usually sympathetic where she felt
it was deserved. Also she was not known as a gossip. Her aged
and wrinkled face was serious as she continued her work.
“Two of those collectors came one day.
When Clarence couldn’t make his loan payment, they cut
off most of his left little finger. Clarence screamed and
moaned about it for a week,” Martha said. She shuddered
in remembrance. It gave her the willies even now. She continued,
“They came again, threatening to cut off another finger,
but I gave them my diamond necklace Clarence bought me in
Paris. ‘The damn thing is paste,’ Clarence told
me afterwards. ‘They’ll be back and cut off two
fingers, they said.’ I believed that because the one
man sounded and acted really mean. He was so much bigger than
Clarence.”
“Would they really do that?” Hilda
was hanging on Martha’s every word. Her pale eyes were
round. Her hands paused in their dough kneading.
“He was terrified. That night when I
went upstairs to bed, he said he was going to his office.
That’s on the first floor,” Martha explained.
“It was a few hours later when I heard a commotion downstairs.
I went to check on the noise and heard a horrible, loud bang.
Oh, Hilda, it was awful! He blew his own head off! It was
dreadful. I feel sick again.” Martha sat down quickly
in a kitchen chair and kept drawing deep breaths, her hands
to her face as she rocked back and forth.
Exhaustion hit Martha, almost as bad as her
first day in Springton. She thought of the bedroom in the
house she and Sophie now shared whenever Sophie had to be
in town for her midwifery duties. Martha had moved into Tessa’s
old room. Nothing was changed; it seemed as beautiful to her
now as it was then. Keep thinking about the small house instead
of Clarence. She forced her mind from the tragedy.
Cream-colored wallpaper with huge pink cabbage
roses adorned the walls. A cream-colored bedspread covered
the big four-poster bed. A cheval mirror, a tiny vanity with
small chair and a dresser made up the rest of the small room.
Simple large spikes held filled dress hangers on the wall.
The commode had a flowered pitcher and bowl with a matching
chamber pot.
The past kept creeping up, making her wonder
what she could have done differently. Wondering too, if at
last, she would be safe from those wretched and frightening
collectors. Resigned to the fact nothing could be changed,
she stoked the stove with a small piece of wood and pushed
a medium-sized coffeepot onto the front griddle, then returned
to her chair and stared at the coffeepot, willing it to heat
quickly.
“Feel better now?” Hilda asked,
after a time. “I figgered you needed to get something
out of your system. It’s been peckin’ at yer nature
all this time.”
Martha nodded, and slowly rose. She returned
to washing dishes. “So many dishes have been washed
since then,” she said musingly. “So many pies
were made while Tessa testified at that trial in Valentine.
But we had a contented time. So many cakes made and Tessa
and Joe’s, Sophie and Charlie’s beautiful double
wedding. Those were the pleasant memories. I should concentrate
on them.”
|